Teh ais did it again, past mid-night and I am just stuck trying to de-tangle my thoughts. It's been almost a month now, since I came back from Jakarta for good. A lot has happened, including my resignation and I am officially unemployed. I admit I have wondered what it would be like to take time off but never in my life would I have imagined really taking this step to do it. First time plunging myself in a situation where I am not prepared to face what I am about to face. I guess that at some point in our lives we sometimes have to make the decision to place ourselves in the very thing that makes us uncomfortable in hopes to attain what we truly want.