I want to pack my bags and leave.
I want to say screw you and your systems because its not working.
I want to get out.
I am done, why do I have to compromise my future for other people's selfishness,
and from all this, made me allowed myself to feel so small, so fragile, so stagnant, so confined.
I will not be beaten down by this. THIS does not define me, and it shall not determine WHO I am and WHAT I can do.