I am angry, I am annoyed..

I want to pack my bags and leave.

I want to say screw you and your systems because its not working. 

I want to get out.

I am done, why do I have to compromise my future for other people's selfishness, 

and from all this, made me allowed myself to feel so small, so fragile, so stagnant, so confined.

Conflicted emotions. 

I will not be beaten down by this. THIS does not define me, and it shall not determine WHO I am and WHAT I can do.