I wish I could feel like this right now. what a lovely picnic.
sigh, I've done it this time.messed up.screwed.
i don't even know what to do or how to make amends.
i'll try, but i'm not sure if it will last
all i know is yes, i don't deserve any of these.
i wish some other more deserving person was in my place.
don't you wish i didn't exist?
i remember it was said to me once.
i'm sorry for taking things for granted.
perhaps once i'm gone...
things will get better.