|unexpected turn out =)|
I felt like I learnt a thing or two in the past few days and it helped me. Thanks for all the advice and wake up calls. Sorry for acting out the way I did. I didn't think it through properly, all I did was selfishly thought of myself but with all the negativity instead of positive enthusiasm.
words from a friend," it's time for me to look beyond it"
yes, it's time to look beyond it because you know you won't be a part of it. you'r meant for other things. so it's time to take charge, and learn to live it for yourself. go at your own pace.