Thoughts get deeper and I don't know how to go about it.

Fickle

Impulsive

Indecisive

Duality

I want to seek happiness in just being normal.

Whatever happened to make your own path? Make your own steps, it doesn't matter however small it may be. Just as long as it is yours. That small discovery is yours to claim. Though not needed to be announced.

You don't have to follow. 

See with your heart and not with your eyes. 

I'm just twenty. With a life full of opportunities ahead of me.

Why do I feel like I have a whole load of matters to think and worry about. 

why do I feel like I've been through so much? 

good night.