Went to college, Ms Ooi said postpone till 2.30 but we waited till like almost 3. There are 15 people in my class, 5 confirmed pass, 6 still pending and 5 confirmed failed. I am on the pending list.
I kind of upset in some way. Because it's never happened like this before..but at the same time I knew that this would happened. Like because I knew what decision I made and how the outcome was going to be like.
I just hope they would pass us. I really do.
I just feel like saying I'm really tired. I need a time out. I need a break. I really do and it is not about ID entirely either. I just really need a break from all of these. Just to focus on something else other than ID and to figure out me. At the beginning its a 2 month break..now it becomes a 2 week break.
Found out something surprising. Good thing or bad thing? No idea...
I just hope 2 weeks is enough for me. It has to be because after that I need to get back on track again.
Now, getting not so good grades doesn't affect me so much although it hurts to know that my g.p.a and c.g.p.a will drop a lot ever since my dengue incident. But after getting results for that, it feels like I got nothing to loose anymore.