I thought I was over that stage but I'm starting to realised that there is some left. Another thing, don't keep pushing me. I'm having this shield now, I can't bring myself to break down this armour... the more I'm being pushed to it the more I distanced myself from it.
I'm sorry. Sorry that I have to hurt people's feelings. I'm sorry that I made you feel this way and I'm sorry I have to hurt you with my actions. I don't know really if I have hurt your feelings but it felt as though I did. So I'm sorry.
I don't intend to. I don't know why this reaction just comes naturally. argh
It's not the right time. I can't bring myself to that level of commitment yet. I don't think I'm ready enough for it.