I feel complicated.

I am happy so why do I feel like crying?

I think its the amount of frustration and stress that I'm feeling.

I know that there will be one day where I would cry, I never thought the day would come so soon. I bet there are more crying to do in the future.

I don't think I can go out for lunch tomorrow. =( sigh...
Save time to do as much as I can.


oh well...nitey nite. =)

going to bed hungry...




sometimes I don't get why I feel all these complications. I always wondered if other people feel the same way as I do? The closeness, and yet to feel so far away. To do things well and want to be great and yet its not there. To feel so lonely, to not be able to express or just let go. To be judged and misunderstood.