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I wish I could feel like this right now. what a lovely picnic.

sigh, I've done it this time.messed up.screwed.

i don't even know what to do or how to make amends.

i'll try, but i'm not sure if it will last

all i know is yes, i don't deserve any of these.

i wish some other more deserving person was in my place.

don't you wish i didn't exist?

i remember it was said to me once.

i'm sorry for taking things for granted.

perhaps once i'm gone...

things will get better.